Pathetic

The feeling I´ve got
Is right on the spot
Where my mind goes every day
No matter how I try, it just wanna stay
I think of you
Had it really with me to do?
Or was it the girl that hurted you so bad
I know that you are still sad
But really true I can say
That I know how you feel every day
It´s sick
But you will always stick
Right on that spot in my head
And always be there, just like my morning bread
You might not feel the same
And I can´t blame
Every time you look at me
I really do see
How hurted you are
It´s in your eyes like a big scar
I wish I could take it away
And if I got up with you, I would stay
It would probebly not be me then
Who gave that reletionship an end
If you got anything to say
Don´t hold it back let it fly away
So that I can hear
Then it all will be clear
But right now please don´t look
Cause the feeling I get is not off the hook
I just feel so pathetic cause I belived
That it could be you and me
I can´t say I´m in love
Cause I have only seen what´s obove
If you let me look inside
Then I could see what you really hide
Let me help, let me lissen to you when you speak
Together we could find the answer that we both seek
You know
I´ve been throug harder things that I do not show
It was mabye not harder for me then it is for you
But it still was harder then you can realise when you read this trough
That was the last I think
When you´ve seen this, please give me a wink

I´m down

Yesterday I got the number of the guy I like and I talked to him for quite a while and then he lokks in my bdb and after like half an hour or so, he sends this to me:

" Sorry, but your not my type"

What the f¤#k is that?!
He dosen´t even know me for real. we didn´t write about anything that could show like what "type" we are.
Well, then I looked at his bdb and saw the poems hi´s written. They are beautiful!
It like you wanna cry.
Then I realised that he might not wanna have a relationship right now cause he still likes that other girl. And then he didn´t wanna say that and he thought it was painful to read all my messeges when he know that I´m intrested.
Well, just needed to write about it.
Bye!

Sitting in the bus

Omg
Today when I got on the bus. Guess what I saw. The guy I like (Hi´s soo hansome!) sat alone. So I took a deep breath and went over there and asked if could sit there with him. And of course I could. But then I didn´t talk to him. I could find nothing to say. But I saw him twice in school too. And my friends says that if I don´t get hi´s number tomorrow the they´ll get it for me. Tomorrow!
Well, I guess it´s for my own good.
We got our history-book today. It´s quite small, but it´s rather nice.
I´ll try to change a bit in the blog now.
We´ll see how that goes. Hope my brother helps me out a little. Hi doing a webdesigne-course so hi must have learn something useful.
Well...
Bye!

A native speaker

Yes, a new week in school and I still love it! (I know, sick, right)
Today we got to know Tom. His from England, but he has lived in Sweden for six years.
He will follow the IB students at my school for a few week and help us out.
I guess it´s good for our pronunciation. Well, mabye not for Chelsea, since she´s a native speaker too.
Haha! Today we practised toung twisters. Try this one at home!

I thought a thought
but the thought I thought
was not the thought I thought I thought

*%¤#!

I won´t express any ugly words anywhere else but in my head. I´m relly angry cause Tokio Hotel has released thier video for "Automatisch" and I can´t Put it in the blog! It just makes an empty squere (spelling?) and the video dosen´t show.
If anyone knows how to fix this in "blogger way", then tell me!
If I had been at "blogg.se" still the I woulden´t have had this problem, but I like blogger more.
Well. I´ll see if I could do it in another way...
Bye!

Daft hands and bodies

Hey everybody!
Today I´ve been out and walking with my dog for an hour. We will do the same tomorrow if Hector agrees. Otherwise I´ll get out and jog for half an hour.
I´ve been sitting here and watched "daft hands" and "daft bodies". Someone has written the lyrics to "Harder, better, faster, stronger" one thier hands and bodies (two diffrent videos, I think you get it) and made up some sort of dance to the song so they show the lyrics.
It would be fun to do something like that! But I would probebly need like years of traning to nail that coreagrafi. I could try to do the one with the hands. But mabye it´s "harder" and "faster", so I need to be "better" and "stronger" before I try.
Haha! I know the I got bad humor but it´s not my fault.
I´ll check the video out one more time and then I´ll try with my hands.
Bye!

Weekend again...

Most people would say like "Ohh yes, it´s weekend again!". But I don´t like it. I know, I´m a little wierd, but I like my class so much! It´s so fun to meet everybody.
Today we had Physics, Sience and math. At Physics, we just talk a bit or at least the pe.teacher did. It was raining outside so she asked us who wanted to follow her out and jog half an hour in the woods. I was suprised over how many there was that wanted to follow. My self who are not that much of an runner in rain, did not follow. Now I´m supposed to do something during the weekend insted and write about it and leave it on the teachers desk on monday.
I asked her if I could just walk with my dog for like an hour a day and she said that it was okey but I could make something more. So mabye I´ll take my bike to the jogging tracks and run like two or three rounds. That makes like two or three kilometers. I think that one round is one kilometer.
At Sience we had a test. We were supposed to have learned 19 trees in english and how they look. But the teacher only had 15 of the trees with him so it was just them. I got all correct!
But I tought it was quite easy.
Math was as use to be. The teacher had something he wanted to go throug and we write it down. Then we just keep working on in the compendium that we got now til we get our books.
That´s my school day.
There is not much to write about the weekend cause I don´t know what to do in the weekend relly.
Well I guess that´s it.
Bye!