No school

Today I´ve got no school. It´s a studyday or whatever it´s called.
Done somthing special this morning. But I wont tell right now about it. There is not all of my friends who know about it. They´ll know tomorrow.
I hate being rejected by guys all the time. It´s been like four years since I last had a boyfriend.
And now when I like someone, they reject me. That´s the problem with this crazy how-you-look-thinking. Of course the look is importent (I would not go out with a guy that looks like a total geek) but the inside is more. When I see a guy, I try to look who they behave more then how they look. And if you see the eyes then you might tell more what they are like. You could see if the person really is sad or not. Well, you could never be sure.
The last guy (the one that I wrote about) he rejected me for my look. I texted him a couple of times and then when he had seen how I look then he rjected me with: "Sorry, but your not really my type"
That is just pathetic. And then I feelt sad and emberresed a while after. Now I know that should not feel emberresed. Hi misses something really good. I know I´m good. Everyone is good in their own way. No one shold feel down cause a guy (who aperently didn´t know better) rejects you. Be proud about yourself. And there will be more guys. A friend to me wrote: "There is more fishes in the sea"
That is so right girl!
Well, thats all I wanted to say.
Bye!